MERRY CHRISTMAS.

so i've decided that there must be a reason i woke up at 4pm today on christmas day. maybe all the stress, and all the .. events from the past led up to this. i specifically was.. asking myself "why do i do this" and all of these philosophical questions that i just cannot answer.

WELL, i think i've found the answer.

i need to grow up. i'm not really into the whole "christmas thing" anymore. is it because i'm no longer as innocent as i was before? or is it just because i feel like i've experienced enough for this, and i need to grow up. well, looking back at my past, and how i see myself right now, i think the best thing is to GROW UP.

so i've decided to start another blog, one for my own purpose. this is where i'll rant entirely, because i figure -- i don't want to worry my friends anymore. it's not worth it for them, i hate to see them emotional about me. :[

therefore, if i can't tell them the entire story (NOT BECAUSE I DON'T TRUST THEM, it's because i always have my bipolar commentary somewhere) .. i won't tell them at all.

WHY SO SERIOUS?

:]

i must ask myself this.

- Gary

Hope everyone has a Merry Christmas! Don't worry, I'm still going to blog.. you just won't be seeing the emo entries (hopefully). :D