can i breakaway?

Merriam-Webster's Dictionary states

breakaway:
- one that breaks away
- a departure from or rejection of (as a group or tradition)

* second definition applies most right now.

Neohp578 (1:08:22 AM): you have to lie in order to protect the people you care about the most ^_^
does this make lying feasible?
unfortunately, it's true..
haha my rock analogy of staying solid but allowing you, inside, to crumble apart.. i think that works fine here..
if only some people knew how much i cared for them & how important they were, sigh..
haha such a burden on my bony shoulders :P ROFL.
it's too late to apologize..

Feeling pretty.. excluded right now? It's like an awful feeling, lol. But oh well. I have .. BREAKAWAYing to do! wheeeeeeeeeeee.

grew up in a small town, and when the rain would fall down, i'd just stare out my window.
yeah, so kelly clarkson's song breakway (SO OLD I KNOW) is like.. my new updated emo song! whee for replenishing my memory of good stuff.. :)

crying = the rain of your soul.

dreaming of what could be, and if i'd end up happy, i would pray..
brings me back to the days of being a 5'4'' 8th grader with like.. fake friends. :D kinda like now minus the 5'4'', the 8th grader, and the fake. xDDD

trying not to reach out, but when i tried to speak out, felt like no one could hear me..
does anybody hear me? is anyone out there.. sometimes, i can't tell everything to one person.

wanted to BELONG here, but something felt so wrong here, so i would pray..
the sentence of my life. (or as of now)

i could breakaway..
i'll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly,
i'll do what it takes till i touch the sky;
make a wish, take a chance, make a change,
and breakaway. <3>people change all the time. if they can change for the better, why can't i?

wanna feel the warm breeze, sleep under a palm tree, feel the rush of the ocean.
get on board a fast train, travel on a jet plane FAR AWAYYYYYYYY and breakaway..

sometimes, it feels like, you just want to go away. go somewhere that's your haven. your haven.. that NO ONE will ever bug you. no one will be there to bother you, to irritate you, it's just you.. and positive energy. an aura of .. greatness. somewhere where i can go.. :) smile?

breakaway means a departure from or rejection of a GROUP. sometimes, i feel like i'm not part of this group.

gotta keep moving on, moving on, FLY AWAY.. breakaway..
i feel like i've changed for the better this year compared to the last, but yet, it's still NOT enough. and that .. saddens me. haha, and like.. breakaway. i wonder if i should do my oratory on this. i'll probably write in my real journal about this later..

buildings with a hundred floors, swinging around revolving doors
maybe I don't know where they'll take me but gotta keep moving on, moving on
fly away, breakaway
i don't know where my life is going to take me, but hopefully a better direction. as long as i can "breakaway" in a positive root, a positive direction, and branch out, hopefully, life will go that way as well.

out of the darkness and into the sun,
but i won't forget all the ones that i LOVED..
gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change, and BREAKAWAY.
i could never forget who i am, because that's who i am.

but if i can make myself better, that's truly.. breaking away. breaking away of what you don't want to be..

stuff happened today that.. burden my soul again. some day it'll cleanse though, some day. maybe when i breakaway.

- nocturne xx

happy birthday jessica & neil :D awesome friends. ^_^
* rofl it's 1:00 am >.>