"realistically" speaking.

ap's are in less than a week and today, i checked up on the "passing rates" and percentages, and all the technical stuff from previous years.

basically, i'm screwed.

to be honest, i really can't see myself getting a "5" on any of these exams. what i used to be strong at (us history, psych) seems to just be in doom-mode cause i'm so dang lazy and unsuccessive. i'm taking a good portion of my time into bc calculus, but it's either you get a 5 or a 1, there is no in between. i really need the 5 o.O

and then english is like a 10% "5" rate. i guess i'm bound to pass this one, lol.

and french is going to be awful. i checked "vie de merde" today though and learned a few curse words. so useful for the AP, right?

yeeeeeah, i've wasted 4 hours on the internet today and i officially hate myself. more than i did yesterday anyway.

so realistically speaking i'm screwed.

but hey, hope works in mysterious ways.

it's off to the studystudy!