train of thought

i hate it when i want to blog, i have my post open, i start to collect a few thoughts together, string em into a sentence or two, become distracted, come back a few hours later and can't put it all together again.

probaly cause it's late in the night or that i just lost the inspiration.

how do you lose it so fast..

i swear i have like 20 draft posts b/c i never finished em and i can't remember what they were supposed to be about. what happens to the forgotten?

and what happens to those thoughts that you lose? are they gone forever, or can they come back?

because i'd hate to think that i kill my thoughts, instantaneously.

is that murder?