seeing the world half-blind

for some reason, i was really happy today, and i don't know why. like, these random occurrences of happiness and satisfaction just seem to ooze into me, and it's quite interesting why. because i don't know.

today, i came to school really happy. had a smile on my face, beaming side to side, even though i didn't have that much sleep. realized that my left eye contact had fallen out (i found it today at home.. haha.) but it was weird, having to see perfectly with one eye, and seeing with my left eye -- blurry, distorted, nothingness.

i ended up having a pretty good day. i got 100 on one of my bio quizzes which made me really happy and gives me hope that i still have a shot in that class.

and yeah, i procrastinated two hours on the computer here, but i feel like i've gathered my thoughts and i'm really starting to get it together. everything just feels like it's going right..

today was yellow hoodie day btw. random, but info.

guess today was just one of those days where you wake up -- realize what's going on, what's important, who's important and who cares. cause it's unfortunate how there are some people you care and look up to so much, but they won't give you a pat on the back or even the slightest positive response. then you have people who say hey to you every single day, and sometimes you shrug them off because they're not that important.

.. it's all how you see it. to some people, i'm the person that they want to see everyday and say hey. and the people that are like for me -- ignore me. and sometimes i ignore the people who look up to me and .. well, that's not happening anymore. for the people that are putting effort into my relationship, i should be putting effort back. after all, i shouldn't take their waves and "Hi's" everyday for granted.

and as for the guys that aren't appreciating my kindness and want to get to know them better..

i guess it's their loss.

hm, seeing the world half-blind isn't too bad, eh?