2008, SHUT UP and LET ME GO.

today marked the last day of school for 2008.

i felt empty, horrible, darkened, and even morbid.

i've found myself as a different person since junior year has started.  in retrospect, i don't like it, and i am sort of sad that i am no longer the happy-go-lucky guy i used to be.  i guess i've just gotten darker.

i'm glad there's still a glimpse of hope inside of me.

just so ready for this year to end.

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details: didn't do well on chem test, or psych tests that were passed back.

studying for apus frantically didn't really help as i did poorly on the test.

wasting so much time wrapping gifts got me in the end.. i didn't have enough time to study, and well, i bombed the test.

worst part is like.. no one was giving gifts today, so it was just very.. not lively.  and not worth my time or my APUS grade.

only one person really seemed to appreciate my gift and i appreciate that.

and now my biology, calculus grade are doomed because the class just seems to hate having more opportunities for grades.  i can understand in a way, but the teachers should try to object them and help out the STRUGGLERS in the class, not the kids with like 100 averages.  blah.

i don't know what i want anymore.  i am just ready for a new year -- clean slate, new me. 

this year has been quite interesting.  i just felt like i had to post something since i haven't posted all week since i've been SO EFFING BUSY!